Tuesday, March 29, 2011

sblikz kgmbraan still de ksdhn...

hurmm..dh lme rse nyerr..xcte psl pe yg tbku kt ati..sjkz aku ngn dye ptus..mmg sume nmpk bse..tp..dlm ati juz tuhan je thu..mybe de hkmah nyerr dsblikz sume ni..aku juz insan bse yg lmah..tp...dgn hdir nyerr tman dlm idop aku...aku jd kuat utk trus bgn..n trus an cm bse..hurmm..xsngke..dlm diam2..dye lg kjam dr aku..even aku ni slalu skit an ati owg..xpndai jge ati owg...ckp men nk lpas je..tp..aku xde r..skjam dye..sggp..dye wt cm now...nth r..pdih rse...sdih pn de..xpe r..ko appy ngn pe ko wt now..go on...je...ok..aku sntiase doa an kbgiaan ko ngn awekz bru ko...tp..jgn r..pas ni..nk tgur2 aku..aku mymaph r..nk suap2 aku time klaz or ari 2...jgn nk jd laki yg poyo leh x...ko nk tyank sgt awekz ko???tyank r..aku xeran pn..bia r..aku xkn kpel lg..ati aku ni xtbkk utk owg 2..isyaallah mse mnen2u an sgle2 nyerr..aku ope...aku dpt someone yg aku cri slme ni...aku appy ngn life aku now..even..kdg2 rse cm sdih n snyi..aym an de..dye alwys ngn aku..thnkz darl...ILYSM...n awk...thnkz alwys jd pnman sy..even..kte bru knl..tp..sy ske kwn ngn awk..awk.xcm laki len..awk ikhlas as kwn n xaggp lbh..awk phm sy cm ne an...thnkz auw...awk..:)

Saturday, March 26, 2011

4 u..adkz..

erm..now..dh kul 11 mlm..aku swank2...dlm blikz..lyn lgu saat trkhir..sgt r sdih...coz snyi n igt an g"a..ble pk2 blikz..bpe ari lg je...dh nk fnal n cti..darl..nnt cti kte dh xleh slalu lpakz...sme...mkn sme..grau sme....tdo sme...everythink..la an???hurmm..mst akk akn wndu sume 2...wndu nyerrrrrrrrr!!!!cm aku rse now..wndu kt aym..xlrat nk meleleh dh ni..aku rse snyi klu dye xde dkt ngn aku...nth r..cm ne nk hdap last pper..adkz...akk nk ko thu dr frst aku knl ko..aku ikhlas jge n kwn ngn ko..dh aggp cm adkz dh...klu ko plikz npe..aku sggp abs wit,mse o pe2 je..coz ble aku dh cyg owg 2 as fmly aku xkn ksh kne wt pe pn..even..abs bykz wit pn...jnji ko appy always..akk ske tgkz ko glakz...ske sgt...ko pndai sgt..grau ngn aku..smp ble aku dukz swank2 cm ni..trngat n wndu sgt nk cm 2...nth r..xmgkin kot..aku dpt lpe ko...sdr xsdr kt staun kte knl n kte rpat sgt...even..dlu aku xrapt ngn ko cm now..tp..now..sgt r rpat an..xpnh de bnde ko ngn aku srokz n xshare an...???g"a...akk sgt2...r..ope yg kte xkn lpe antre s2u sme len..even pe pn jd..n smp ble2...ok???akk xkn lpe ko adkz...g"a...akk mtk maap sgt slalu skit an ati ko..akk ske sakat ko..tp..akk xpnh pk ati ko..ske ckp smp ko trsntap n nangeh..akk mtk maap sgt..tp.,pe yg akk tgur 2..akk nk yg tbekz utk ko..bkn niat nk pe2 ok..hurmm...sowi sgt..everythnk yg akk ckp bkn akk xigt smp now..an???ko pe nth lg..igt smp ble2 an..adkz....akk cyg ko...ope pe akk tgur sblm2 ni..adkz igt smp ble2 eh..akk thu sume owg xprfct..sme r..cm akk..akk pn xprfct gkz an..hurmm..sme2 kte ubh pe yg xelokz k...adkz..akk rsw sgt2..ble igt an ko n tgkz ko now...ko sgt2...r..sng skit...aku xthu r..cm ne ko nk hdap sem dpn...hurmm...nth r..akk xleh tgkz ko xsht akk jd ssh ati sgt..n rsw..adkz..jge dri elokz2 ye..4 nxt sem..akk jauh dr ko..pe2 kol je,...akk always de utk ko k...adkz...aku always ngn ko an...dr nk llap mte smp bkk mte pg2..ko always de dpn mte aku..everythnk ngn ko..kte hdap sme2..appy..sdih..skit..n cm2 lg r..ko always de ngn aku..even pe pn jd..thnkz darl...:)ko dh jd..tlang blakng aku..thnkz sgt..ko dh bykz tlg aku...ko xpnh tnggl aku...aku appriciate sgt pe yg ko wt..even..kdg2 ko ego n noty..n plg pntg sgt r bran...hahhahahahaha...:Ptp..akk still cyg ko.!!!

DOWN!!!!DOWN!!!DOWN!!!!
sgt r down skunk..ble pk nk adap ko n psh ngn ko time last pper...mst r meleleh an..aklu dh r ssh nk nangeh..skli dh nangeh phm2 je r...adoi...sdih nyerr!!!!!!!nnt nk hug ko kuat2 n xnk lpas leh..hahhahahahahaha..gle!!!xpe aku akn make sure an....ko appy last pper even ko nangeh nnt...k???hahhahahahaha...

READY o XREADY?????
nth r...ready x lg..nk hdap bnde 2...aku pn xthu r..even dye blikz jp ni pn..aku dh rse lost dh...adoi!!!!cm ne ni..kuat an ati aku n dye..utk tmpuh sume ni..ope sgt hbgn fwenship kteowg akn kkl smp ble2...!!!

ha...IMPORTANT THNK!!!
AYM..NI..BCE ELOKZ..HAHAHHAHAHA...

nnt jgn lpe mkn...klu ko xmkn ciap ko!!!!coz akk nk bg ko dmokz cm akk..he2...akk ske tgkz ko mkn bykz appy sgt!!!2 psl r akk ske bli cm2 kt ko..nk bg ko dmokz!!!dak dmokz!!bluek!!!:P
hahahhahahhahhahaha...
klu sdihh..jgn nk nageh dlm toilet!!!hahahhahaa..pe ko dpt nangeh dlm toilet 2..dh r bsuk!!!xde feel r..hu2..grau je..ala..adkz..ko kol je akk..akk always de ngn ko ye...jgn mlu2 k..aku sdi je..dgr n tman ko anytime k...????adkz xnk r slalu sdih nnt lme krus n krempink blikz..xnk r cm 2...hurmm!!!nnt xnk hug ko!!!xbesh!!hahahhahahahha...
nthn..klu skit...jgn tkt nk bgthu owg k..akk rsw r ko ni..brat sgt mle  nk cte..ko pngsan..ciap ko!!!ko smput..siap ko!!!jgn nk over sgt eh...aktif 2...smp leh skit!!!ciap ko..hahahhahahaha..:P
klu....de mslh..pleaz..jgn pndam n pram!!!wt pkasam!!!lme2 mletop mle r..trukz an..smp ko skit!!ciap ko!!aishh gram tul r kmo ni...cri je akk k???share r...jgn smpn sowank..k..darl?
n plg pntg klu miz!!!!jgn lpe kol aku..hehehhehehehehe..aku rse klu xswh pn ko akn kol aku an...hahahhahahaa..ske2!!!hurmm..nnt klu wndu jgn sdih2..coz akk xkn pnh lpe ko..even jrakz ne pn kte n bz ne pn kte k...akk always igt ko...
lastly....
akk nk ko thu akk cyg ko sgt2!!!adkz..ko always adkz aku...n kwn aku 4eva!!!
fwenship never ends...

-never lets u  go-...

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

urmmm..sakit lg...

erm...mnggu ni asyk xsht je...xlrat nk mkn ubt dh..ari 2..dmam smp nk rbah rse nyerr..smp tbrink n xg klaz...urmm..sgt r skse ye....nsb bekz de aym..yg sgt mmhmi..dye yg cre n jge aku...yg xleh blarhhh..2 blkz dr klaz...dye bwkz bpakz rmai..thnkz..2 aym...dwi..bell...mimie..bie...yg nekz smp blikz aku..tharu r sgt an..hurmm..lup u all...:) coz cre psl aku..hurmm..trsgt r tharu....nthn ble nekz blikz je..g"a..jd nurse aku..xbg mndi juz jelum je..gle r..s"ari xmndi...agkz r..smp dye kol mak n kak ila dye..coz dye bkti an kt aku..aym tul r..ko..tp..pe2 pn..thnkz a lot darl..akk cyg g'a...cyg sgt..adkz...!!!ko dh bykz tlg aku..xthu lg nk ckp cm ne..aku sgt2 appriciate..td..once again..skit..trukz gle...dh msk 3 ari skit prut yg sgt mykse an..smp aku rse lmbikz sgt...xlrat dh..rse cm nk pngsan pn de..hurmm..sgt2..ar trukz..xpnh aku skit prut smp cm 2..nsb bekz de dakz klaz..yg bekz ati..klu x..aku nk nekz pe g sabak..an...xkn jln kki kot!!!hahahahahaahha..."kepade sesiape yg xbknaan ye..jgn r..ske pertikai an..tiap pe yg aku wt..k...!!!grrrr..

Saturday, March 19, 2011

urmmmm...

erm...ptg yg sgt bushan!!!!hahhahaahhaa..dh r bru pas ujan..so..sjukz gle....hahhahahahaha..sume owg tdo....aku xkn nk tdo lg....dh xlrat nk tdo dh ni..asyk tdo je..btmbh2 dmokz!!!cm ne???hahhahahahaah...skunk dh kul 6 lbh..dh..tp..dakz2 ni bpakz r nyeyak tdo...td..g lpakz blikz mimi..nthn urt dwi...cian diaownk..pnt.,..tp..xleh tdo...mmg r aku urt owg..angen 2 msk dlm bdn aku..last2 aku yg pnink..hahhahahaha..pe r kmo ni..trukz tul!!!hahahahahha..urmm...dh lme x update blog an..bz ckit r now...lg2 nk final exm ni an..sume nk kne rush...MUET lg..final lg...wooooooooooooooo!!!!rsw..aku nk sgt AKJ utk sem ni...hurmm..tp..nth r...aku ni liat gkz nk stdy!!!hahahahhaahhaha..xpe2 try the besh..utk fmly n dri sndri gkz an..pe r..kmo ni..hahahhahahaha..sjkz2 sngle ni...aku rse mkin bykz mse ksong..so..aku aktif ckt now..de je bnde nk wt..hahahahahaha..klu dh xde bnde nk wt..brsembang je r an...kje aku..tp..dlm aku appy2 ni..aku rsw r..nk final...!!!!!hurmm..cm ne ni..lg bpe mnggu je nk fnal....aku xamkz srius lg bnde ni...adoi!!!!dh r...lg bpe mnggu je..dh nk bpsh ngn aym...nnt dkt staun xjmpe..msink2 LI...hurmmm..bsar nyerr dugaan ni..ble dh jauh mst cm2 dugaan dtg..aku klu leh..xnk lnsg gdo ngn aym..even..aku skt ati ne pn..coz bpe mnggu je pn..nk rpat n dkt..nnt dh cti..mst ssh nk jmpe..G'a...akk rsw nr...ko ni..next sem cm ne r...klu ko skt...spe nk jge???klu ko sdih...spe nk tman ko nangeh????nnt klu ko xleh tdo..spe nk tman ko smp lene????:(
skunk ye r..kte dkt..leh r aku jge n tman ko..nnt akk LI...hurmm..pndai2 r sndri..cian ko...adkz...akk cyg ko..sgt...pleaz..nxt sem jge dri n pleaz sgt  jgn sndri ble down ye...akk alwayz de n igt ko..even...akk bz ne pn...ko thu x..ble tgkz ko sdih sgt...ble pk..aku nk g LI...nk tnggl ko....bkn sng....dh cm adkz sndri kot...everythnk share ngn ko...thnkz darl..even..bru bpe sem kte dh rapt...tp..aku appricte sgt..pe yg ko dh wt...hurmm..sdih r...lg dkt nk exam lg sdih...xleh byg an nnt last pper..cm ne r...nk psh ngn dye...dh bse ngn dye...hurmm..nnt wndu kt dye cm ne??????huuhuhhhuu..sdh r!!!!tp..nk wt cm ne...an..nnt nxt sem...dye plakz LI..so..due2 rse cm ne...an..ilank x ilank r..glpa xglap r..life kteowg pas ni...hahhahahaahah...pe r...aku ni ptg dh emo...nnt last pper cm ne r....!!!!bykz bnde sem ni..aku hdap ngn dye n xpnh pn aku n dye rngang...adoi..agkz r skit an..ble cti nnt...hurmmm..mtk2 r aku kuat utk sume ni...aku thu dye pn pk n rse bnde yg sme.,.aku thu dye tkt bnde yg sme dye ngn NANG dlu..hurmm..g"a...akk jnji even jauh ne pn kte...akk xkn lpe ko...I KEEP MY WORD!!!sgale2 nyerr...tbuku kt ati...skit2..dh tluah kt blog ni...hahhahahhaah..an dh kntoi..aku ni..dlm ati de tman...hahahhahahahha....lwakz r...:))))
2 je kot...aku nk story..nnt story len r..
:))))

Sunday, March 13, 2011

perasaan yg sangat perasan...!!!bluekksssssssss...!!

welll...very gud evening larh kan..petang yg sgt best...njoy..prlu nk ke nk egt such as stupid things..??break off..???well...stupid things la law ak nk egt bnda 2 skunk kn..it doesnt mean anything oke...nk ckp cket laa kn...jgn nk pasan sgt ley tak...word GO WIF THE FLOW...asenye tak ditujukn kt sp2 kot...so..jgn nk blagak yg i can"t life without u laa kn...until now..i still stand...WITHOUT YOU oke...no need to worried sgt laa kan...!!ak oke je..happy je..gan sp..???fmly de..alwys support my right decision to break off laa...so...tak pyh nk  kalut sgt eyh..!!!kwn2..urmm...2 x yah ckp laa kn...mmg 110% support kot...
being single ag oke kot...single..couple..just title oke...happy ke tak...sme je pown..mybe single idop ak more delightful laa kan...nothing more delightful except being single laa....so..??shut up your mouth...!!just do wteva u want...i"ll go wif the flow...repeated...!!!!go wif the flow...........................
jgn nk pasan sgt ea..!!nk trase yg ak tak ley edop tanpa ko..??well hellooooo...
serve your rite laa...ak oke..repeat...!!!i'm oke...i think u"re not blind or deaf rite..??so..
pndang gan mata...hati..bkn gan lutut oke...
rinie...sonuk...men je..gelak je....urm..!!the best thing...ile de sorg guy yg mampu make me smile..really big smile...nk koyak mlut nie ha..!!thnks ea awk..!!ishhhh.....
always tman sy..!!idop lbey brmakna....
hohoho....ske2...
eh..lpe lak nk ckp ea..pas nie tak yah ase yg sy tak ley edop tanpa awak laa kan..tak yah nk glabah sgt..sy tak ksh..sy tls nie  cz nk btl kn perasaan awk yg sgt perasan 2 ea..!!!!sy better...n better..better..dr sblm nie...mcm sy ckp laa kn...edop sy lebey brmakna...nk sy ulang ke..??
lebey brmakna oke...
lg sbln lbey nk bla dr poli..cpt2 pown x pe kot..mls nk dok lam class lme2..pndang2...de utang..???
puas ati awk..??
puas awk sksa sy..now jgn nk ksah sgt...ckup puas awk wt sy..sy pown da oke...da ase zero..so..tak yah nk sksa edop sy lg kn..nk sksa edop org..g kt org len ea..jd kn 2 hobi awk...tak ley g dr edop sy ea..???
awk tanak..tp sy yg nk..nk sy ulang.???sy yg nk..!!oke...i made a right decision to break off oke...!!!baca statement sy btl2 ley tak...sy tanak de misundrstnd ag...lastly oke..jgn nk wt andaian sndr laa eyhh..!!tak ske...sy da ckup bahagia now..so..leave me now...just leave me now..i'm begging u!!
get out from my life..!!get out from my life..!!may i repeat..??get out from my life...!!

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Fazli Zainal Harapan

nth r...

hurmm..xsume cnte akn brs2u..xsume yg kte nk akn dpt...cm 2 gkz aku now..even..klu dr luaran owg akn pndg..yeah...ko ok..ko appy go lucky..dlm ati tuhan je thu...nth r..pe aku rse now..cm dh srikz nk cyg owg..ya allah tbah an ati ku ni...andai ini tkdr nyerr..aku redha...hurmmm...andai ni ksdhn nyerr..ko tun2un r la...ati ni...utk mnjdi lbih tnang n bgia....hurmm..tul r..idup kte ni cm roda..kdg2 ats..kdg2 kt bwh..ble kt ats..kte appy...n kte lke jp..ble...kte kt bwh..bru kte sdr..pe erti nyerr sebuah kgmbiraan n ksdihan...klu dlu..aku bdue...skunk...sndri...jku dlu aku bgia...kni..aku spi..tnpe si dye...klu dlu..aku ketawa..kni aku mngis..klu dlu..aku lge..kni aku skit...klu dlu...aku rse smpurne..kni...aku rse sdkit ksonk...even..skunk cm2 prasaan yg de...aku still dri aku..even..pe jd pas ni..aku kne trme...dh jln ni yg aku plih..so..hdap r..awk..sy mtk maap byklz2...coz dh bykz luke an ati awk..skse awk..mybe ni yg tbekzz...mybe owg len lg smpurne dr sy..n leh bgia an..sy xpnh dndam ngn awk..ope..awk pn sme...sy xske brmsuh ngn owg..sy thu..de o xde sy..awk appy je..rmai gurlz skliling awk..yg cre psl awk..yg cyg awk...mybe yg de ati ngn awk..

awk ni lgu utk awk..
:)
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Saturday, March 5, 2011

arhhh!!!

adoi...skt nyerr kaki...dh lme xkjang cm ni.....bpakz r..mnhn ksktan yg trlampau....hurmm....sba je r!!!hurmm..td..mkn ngn aym...appy2....tp...dye still mrh an aku nmpk kot...lg2...aku g mnum nscafe ab..mmg r lg btmbh angen..aku sngaje mnum bykz2..bia xyh tdo....xr dye rimas ngn aku.,hurmm...esk grnti kne bhne dye an.dh r lme xsn2uh nscafe kaw n kick cm 2!!!!perhhh..sdp kot...hahhaahahahahhaha...tp..prut ni dh mkin bncit...cm ne ni...dh demokz r!!!hahahahahhaha...cm ne nk krus ni.,.asl..tnsion n lonely je kuat mkn!!!xphm aku!!!!nk jd pe ni,,,,aishhh.,,kmo ni,,,'hahhahahahaahahah....mbebel je aku ni...tp...bebel2 gkz...kaki ni thn je kot....adoi...!!!!!

once again...

urmmm..dh bykz kli..jd cm ni.,..aku ni ckp men nk lpas je...xpk lnsg ati owg...dye dh r cpt trsntap an..sowi again...!!!!tul r...mlut aku ni cm gmpank..hurmm...dye je yg always jge ati aku..tp..aku????xrti nk appriciate!!!!xpe r..mybe ni dugaan kt aku...dh r sngle...de adkz n kwn rpat pn..sume mkin jauh....aku lonely sgt now...:(((
hurmmm..pleaz help me!!!
urmmm..once again..aku ngn dye xbtgur sgt..cm nk xnk je....adoi..cm ne ni...akk thu r akk slh,,tp..nth r adkz akk xthu npe..akk jd cm now..im so sowi...again!tp..xpe r..akk dh nk LI an..nnt akk LI jge dri n nnt xde r...spe nk skt an ati kmo dh...akk ske sgt sakat kmo....coz tiap kli akk sakat kmo...mst de smthnk will be appen..n bnde 2 sbnr nyerr..bg kngan kt kte..even..pdih cm ne pn..nnt ble dh jauh...nnt wnduu nk cm 2....adkz even jauh ne pn kte..kte still pndg bulan yg sme...akk xkn lpe ko...akk thu akk dh bykz wt slh kt ko...dh xlme kot nk final...n pas abs final 2..cti sem an...msink2...wt aluan msink2...adoi...ko thu x..akk sbnr nyerr..tkt n sdih sgt ble pk psl bnde 2...hurmm..ye r...slalu wt pe pn..ngn ko...everythink kot..darl...hurmmm..cm ne r..last paper mau..aku nangeh!!!hahahahhahahah..dlm ati de tman!walaweyhh!!!trselah la plokz an...
adoi...jp nyerr mse brlalu...nnt klu wnduuu cm ne????
xkn nk kol je an...nnt klu wnduu nk lpakz cm ne???
hahahahahhahahahahah...............nth r...pe nk jd ngn life aku now...ZERO kot!!!!
:(((

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