nothink..

erm..now..blikz kje ujan je memanjang..ari2 bsah kyup..hahahahha..nsb bekz la xdmam..nth npe..sjakz li ni..aku rse cm kosonk..xcm kt polie dlu..if bwink..de je...bnde mnghibur an ati..now..yg aku thu...clikz mte..n ciap2 g kje..now..dh nk msk sbln aku kt dprmnt HK..appy dpt kje ngn akk2 2..sume sportink..sgt r care..brkfrst de je bnde..akk2 2 bwkz..mokz la aku..hahhahahahaha..tp..ble bz 2..hurmm.tuhan je thu pnt dye cne..xpela..pngalaman an...pas abs kje..trus blikz umah..n dukz blikz je..ble off day..tsik la..tmpt aku relax n lupe an sume mslh..ble dukz kt tpi tsik 2..tnang je..hmm..kdg2 pk...tkt dh nk rpat ngn owg..ble rpat jd cyg..ble cyg mle la care..ble care...owg 2 cm nk xnk je..mle la..rse cm xde function..nth la..aku xthu r..ngn dri aku now..cm2 aku pk..tp..now..even bsar pn mslh 2..jrank dh aku cte kt spe2..if kt polie dlu..sgt r sng ble de mslh..jp je dh stel..hurmm..ble dukz2 ujan2 cm ni..igt kt polie la..wnduu la kt dak2 2..dyla,,minyut,mokz,dwi,ayu,lala...hahhahahaa...tbe2 je..wndu an..qilah pn wnduu gakz..nth r..aku now sndri je..everythnk adap sndri.nk kte de kwan rpat 2..cm..dh kureng..nth r..mybe jrank jmpe  n msink2 bz..wt an jd cm ni..nth r..adkz aku 2...now..asyk angen je..pe dye pk pn xthu la..ckp ckt mrh..ble aku diam..mrh gakz..pe la..aku nk wt..hurmm..cm ne la..nk bg ko appy cm dlu..hurmm...now sgt ssh nk dgr sore adkz aku yg sgt mnje dlu..wnduuu nyerr..kt dye yg dlu..xpe r..lumrah r..dlm kwn jp ok..jp x..wnduu nk blnje dye mkn,nk tgkz dye mkn smp knyank..wnduu nk tgkz mke dye appy n glakz..hurmm..nth r..now..mybe bnykz mslh yg dye smpn..xpela..kt polie pn..de je kwn2 yg sgt care psl dye..xpela...xrsw sgt..ble tgkz situation now..xthu la..nnt sem 6...nthn dye sem 5..leh rpat cm dlu lg x???nth r...xthu la..npe aku rse g"a..akn rse appriciate someone 2 ble de dkt ngn dye je...ble jauh..cm dye sgan kot...nk mtk tlg n appriciate..now aku dh nmpk..pe yg nbilah mksd an kt g"a dlu.time aku rpat ngn dye...adkz..jgn jmpe yg bru buank yg lme..ishh..pe la aku ngarut ni....now..nk ciap an REPORT!!!!arhhh!!!mleh gle.....

awk..

urmm..mlm yg sgt suram..brtman an air mte...xthu npe..dh lme aku xnangeh...!!!pleaz la..nadia...jgn nk lmah sgt k...g"a..now ngh stdy..td..aku ckp nk tdo...tp..xleh nk tdo...hurmm..mleh la nk kco dye xstdy..bia la..dye nk 4cous kt exam..hurm..g"a..atak sdih sgt mlm ni..xthu npe...mybe wnduu ko pn sme...nthn psl zizi..thu ko xske atak pk psl dye n ckp psl dye lg..tp..pe yg aku mmpu ckp now...aku sgt kcwe ngn pe jd now...sia2..prgorbanan aku slame ni.igt sng kew ignore owg yg aku cyg n bia dye bgia ngn owg len..sdg an ati aku..ksonk!!!nsb bekz de ko n kwn2..xsnyi sgt..thnkz...darl...coz xpnh wt aku rse snyi...even..kdg2 ko bz...hmm..darl..thu x..mlm ni aku nangeh coz td zizi kol..n ngaku yg dye xcyg an gurlz 2 n juz nk men an ati dye...mnitik air mte aku..coz evrtyhnk yg aku wt dr dlu juz sia2...bkn bg bgia tp..mykit an dye n yantie...aku xthu la..pe lg aku nk wt now...juz tuhan je thu ati aku now cm ne..hmm...now..aku juz mmpu brdoa n ope yg zizi leh cyg dye cne dye cyg aku..coz...aku xkn pnh lg luke an ati gurlz len smte2 coz laki yg aku cyg..mybe ..dye lg tbekz utk ko zizi.hmm...maap an sy awk..4 evertnk..sy xmmpu pure2..nk ok..sy xmmpu nk bthn if awk always kntek cm ni...xpela..sy pndai la jge dri..jgn rsw..aku xthu npe..aku ske pk an kbgiaan owg dr kbgiaan aku..nth smp ble aku nk cm ni...???hmmm...ope nnt de s2u pn2u yg tbkzz..utk aku tul2..cyg n jjur ngn owg 2...pas ni..aku dh jnji ngn dri aku..if pas ni..aku trme ne2 boyz..aku akn jge dye sbekz mgkin..n cyg dye sbekz mgkin...aku xnk dh rse cm now..skse dye juz tuhan je thu..xpela...now.even aku sngle...aku bnykz blaja n perbaiki dri...lg pn adkz n kwn2 aku alwys de ngn aku...now..4cous kt stdy n bia la..ati ni..xbrisi lg..mgkin blm jdoh nyerr lg...ope..dpt jdoh tbekz...dr sblm ni...:)

ermm..ok...

erm...pnt nyerr..ari ni sgt r bz...nekz trun angkt brg..sumpah pnt gle..cpt r abs LI..xlrat bdan ni...hmm...tacap blikz bgai..smpai pnt yde..kki xleh nk angkt mlm td...adoi..brat kew aku kje???mybe kot..ni tun nk dtg..angkt n tkr brg brat2..tpkse r wt..nk xnk..if xlrat pn..kdg2..xlrat sgt..xthu nk ngadu kt spe..now..rse cm lonely gle..g"a..mkin bz..ngn kje n nk dkt final ni..aku phm je pn..tp..sjakz aku ngn dye ari 2...dye len sgt..mkin ari..mkin jauh aku rse...mybe prasaan je kot..tp..swear..aku rse ilank dye now..xthu npe...now..tdo..pn..dh xde gud nite  n pg2 pn jrank dpt dgt mornink..atak..kdg2 sdih..mybe ats slh2 aku kt dye..ni blsan dye.xpe r..nk wt cm ne..even cyg cne pn..aku kt adkz  aku..dye dh bykz mkn ati..so..xeran r..npe now rngang cm ni...nth r..mybe tul ckp dye.aku leh idop tnpe kwn rpat n bf..hurm..xpela..go wif the flow..even..bnde nmpk cm nothink.tp..aku sgt2..rse ilank dye..kdg2..bce msj n tgkz pic..wnduu sgt nk cm kt polie dlu.even pe pn..mst aku thu n share..tp..now..msink2..ngn cre msink2..cm ni kew...rse nyerr..ilank bff???skit nyerr rse...sdih sgt...:( xpela..kt polie rmai owg care psl adkz akk ni..xpela..ope G'a appy n always sht..:)ILYSM..im gonna miz u..

swear..wnduuu nk rpat ngn ko cm dlu!!!!

:(

g"a..mybe akk xleh jd tbekz utk ko cm dlu...

maap...

mybe..aku bkn pndgr yg stia cm dlu...

maap...

mybe aku bkn owg yg frst akn dgr mslh n thu sume bnde psl ko..

maap...

mybe..aku bkn lg...owg yg frst  yg share mslh..

maap..

mybe..akk bkn lg...owg yg sgt care ko cm dlu...

maap....

evrythnk...yg jd..mtk maap sgt...

tp....

s2u bnde yg aku pgg..

-fwenship never ends-....

..ineedurightnow,....imissusomuch......

xde words lg mmpu aku ckp....

hmm..ptg yg sgt suram..whole day..dr pg smp ptg..aku mlntakz nscafe je..xsn2uh air len lnsg..rse 2 je leh bg aku ok ckit,,xde words dpt aku gmbar an..ble dye kua an words cm 2..juz air mte yg mmpu kua..tnpe bkte2..andai i2u..kmahuan nyerr..xpela..lg pn dye bnykz skit coz aku..aku xlyakz nk cre psl dye n jd akk dye..now..mmpu tgkz dr jauh tnpe kte n brte..hmm..wndu nk dgr sore ni xyh ckp ar..xela..akk always doa an yg tbekz utk ko..sht n bgia...sowi 4 everythnk...xmmpu nk tlis dh..mleleh2 dh ni....

soal nyerr ati???

erm..ok..entry kli ni...aku nk cte psl soal nyerr ati???yg lme tbia cm 2 je..ok..now..aku mmg xrse snyi lnsg coz adkz n kwn2 aku always de..tp...kt sdut len..still rse nk someone..aku akui..sjakz aku pts ngn owg plg aku cyg..aku ssh nk cye dh ne2 boyz..thts why aku jd sgt ego n sgt ksar...aku xmmpu jd dri aku sblm ni...tlg la phm..ati aku s2u je..leh kew ati ni dblh bhgi n d men an????cm 2 je...bpe kli aku cbe trme someone dlm idop aku..sume ggal...smp now aku rse mleh nk pk dh soal nyerr ati ni...perit aku rse...ssh sgt kew nk jmpe boyz yg bekz,stia n jjur????aku xmtk bykz..aku xpndg harta n rupe,,,tp..aku pndg ati...aku nk sgt..kpel yg serius..aku leh jd yg sgt stia,yg sgt caring..tp..klu dye leh jd someone yg leh bmbng aku..leh jge aku...hmm..soal nyerr now...siapakah???nth r...smp now..aku xjmpe lg laki yg leh wt sume 2...aku xakui..kt skeliling aku now..mmg rmai yg cre n cyg aku..tp...xckup ngn sume 2..if dye xleh bmbng aku..nk wt pe an..now..aku bkn men2..if aku nk kpel..of coz nk serius...xpela..mybe xde jdoh lg..ope s2u ari nnt aku jmpe someone 2..yg psl ex2 aku 2..ok..awk...kte pts mmg xde sbb yg kkuh..tp..pcye r pd jdoh..if pts i2u yg tbekz...kte redha..coz mybe sy n awk..akn jmpe owg lg btter... bkn niat nk men an ati kowunk...tp..pleaz r phm ati aku...yg sgt mrane now..coz ngn skap boyz..yg sgt mnis mlut nyerr..smp aku mkn ati...mmg now..aku xpdli...ne2 boyz yg care psl aku..even..dye bkorban cm ne pn...aku xleh nk aprrecte sbekz mngkin..coz ati aku dh ancur..so..now...go wif the flow..smp ble nk sngle cm ni..???nth...xpela..single pn...besh gakz...appy je..xde mslh..an???aku rse adkz aku pn rse bnde yg sme..thts why dye trauma sgt nk trme ne2 boyz...coz akhr nyerr...mkn ati..

"Jar Of Hearts"

I know, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half a life
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half a life
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus]

Dear, It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?






hmm...nth r...mybe ngn cre aku now..wt an..owg yg tul2 ikhlas ngn aku pn kne tmpias nyerr..sowi sgt...ope sgt ati aku tbkkz utk someone yg tul2 ikhlas 2..amin...


aku wnduuu..cyg kmoooo......spe???xthu r....hahhahahahahaa...
(xde pe2 mksd pn n aku xtju kt ne2 boyz ok!)...

juz 4 u darl...

ermmm...lme xupdate blog ni...dh bsink adkz aku..dh xde entry psl dye..bkn xigt..igt..juz nk tlis 2 xde mse..sowi ye..darl..sjakz now...msink2 bz...kdg2 smp msink2..xkntek..n jrg kntek..n msink2 mle la..pk dh lpe..pdhal..pnt n bz bgai..now..aku bru msk dprmnt bru..pnt gle kot..lg2 ble kne kmas blizk bnykz..cnfrm mlm terlelap awl...cian adkz aku...mst dye pk aku  xigt dye..bkn xigt cyg...igt je..always igt..now dye sgt r bz..ngn event,kuiz,test n assgmnt..xpe atak phm..atak nk ko 4cous je..xpe..even..ko xkntek pn atak still phm ko..tp...kdg2 2...ble ko dh bz..wnduu sgt nk mlawakz ngn ko..nk usix ko..now..asl kol je gdo..gdo n gdo..hmm..xthu r..npe..x aku pnce..mst dye..xpnh nyerr nk ok..skit ati ni..xyh ckp r..msink2 rse kot..tp..msink2 diam..ble wnduu nk text n kol..pk blikz..nnt kco plakz..nk wt cne..ni???hmm..nth r..mkin jauh rse..wnduu nyerr kt kmoo...rse nk hug kuat2...xnk lpas..cyg ko sgt adkz...ble gdo..n igt blikz bnykz bnde aku adap ngn ko...xsggp aku..nk lpe ko cm 2 je..xkot...xkn...leh...ko kwn aku..ko adkz aku..even..kdg2...mlut ko men lpas je.tp..atak thu..2 sume utk kbekz an atak..ko nk tgkz atak appy an??thnkz darl..coz sgt care...cyg ko sgt!!!sowi again...coz now ko tgkz atak cm xksh an ko..tp..sgt ksh sbnr nyerr...pe aku wt sume igt ko..nk wt yg tbekz je utk ko..n one more things ko prlu thu..atak xkn dpt jge owg len cm atak jge ko..dh cm adkz sndri thu x...skit n pnink ko..sume aku ksh..even..skit ckit..aku sgt ksh...bia aku skit dr tgkz ko skit..xsggp..thts why..ble tiap kli jmpe n nk psh g kje...sgt r sdih..cm2 aku pk..aku cyg sgt fwenship ni...bkn sng nk kkal an s2u fwenship 2...ko pnghibur aku...ko everythnk kot...hurmm..even now..ko tgkz aku sgt bykz kwn ngn boyz...jgn rsw atak ko ni..bkn plygurlz..juz kwn..if aku nk kpel..mst r..owg 2..leh bmbng aku..n ko pn xrsw..atak thu cyg..jgn rsw ye...darl..atak thu..kt polie rmai owg care ko..atak sgt bsyukur...rmai owg cyg ko..tp..ope..even ko rmai akk..ko xlpe atak..atak xmmpu nk ckp pe2..if ko ignore aku..juz air mte mmpu..aku cte..pe yg aku rse ble ko wt cm 2...atak xksh ko nk brpe pn..tp..jgn krg...ye...???

ilysm....imysm....

erm..ok..bia terank,jelas n nyata....

erm..lme xupdate blog..bz sgt now...cm2 bnde dh jd..xsmpt pn nk cte dlm blog..ok...life aku now cm bse r..as prctical student..yg bz ngn dprmnt yg now..pnt dye bkn alangm kpalang..xpe r...sume 2..pnglman..yg prit tp..sgt b"arga.....thnkz god aku..still leh kje even..bnykz bnde kne hndel dlm s2u mse...

ok..now..aku nk cte..psl..dye...ok..awk2...thnkz sgt..n sy sgt appricte ngn pe awk2 dh wt,n sggp je wt pe je..utk sy..sy nk mtk maap sgt2..coz xleh nk trme ne2 guys..now..coz sgt2..cuak nk bg kmitmen..btter im single dr..men ati owg..an????awk2..cyg 2..mmg la...leh pupuk..tp...nk thn lme 2..ssh..ye awk2...sy bkn plygurlz yg leh hndel prasaan n ati rmai owg dlm s2u mse...ok...jelas n nyate now..sy lum bsedia nk bg pe2 kmitmen..so..now..aku juz kwn je ngn sume...if de jdoh..de r..ok???bkn coz mmlih..bkn coz xcyg..bkn coz pe2..tp..sy lum ready n ati sy xtbkkz lg...

maap ye..awk2...