ok..utk awk...

erm..now kmbli single..ngn pe yg tlh brlaku..even..bnde ni..cm agkz spntas kilat je..jd..cm xcye je..dlu aku sgt2 r rpat ng  dye..now..xlg..msink2 wt aluan msink2..ok..even..bkn sume slh kt dye..tp...aku still xleh trme dye coz..aku xnk msk dlm mslh dye...n gurlz 2..awk..dye mnt gle kt awk..why not...awk xtry cyg dye..cm ne awk kwn n cyg sy....ok...sy nmpk awk sgt tkt nk kntek sy..tkt kne mrh an???tp..sy sgt2 kcewe ngn awk..sy diam sribu bhse bkn b'erti sy amkz thu..tp..sgt skit ble kne cm 2...sy phm stuation awk now..awk ckp..awk jd mngse k"adaan...tp...kne pk gakz...if gurlz 2...awk xlyn..xkn jd smp cm ni..sowi sgt ye..thnkz slme kte pnh rpat dlu..awk sgt2..caring...n thnkz pnh wt sy crie n bgia even jp..thnkz..sy xlpe sume 2..so..now..aku blaja dr pnglaman...aku xnk dh trme owg ngn mudah...aku hmpir ilank adkz aku..coz bnde ni..aku thu G'a xnk tgkz aku skit..thts why dye aja aku cm ni..thnkz darl..coz dh sdr an akk...n awk mtk maap sgt..sy xmmpu nk trme awk lg..ope..pas ni..awk dpt btter dr sy ye..???

ok..ni psl ex aku lakz..now..aku ngn dye dh kntek blikz even jrank2..aku mmg xde niat nk kco hbgn dye n gf dye now...tp...smp dye sggp...dtg cni n nk jmpe aku..even..jp...alsn nk jmpe atyn..yke???nk jmpe atyn...awk..phm dok now...sy xnk kt kntek coz sy xnk jd pnybab awk ngn gf xok..sy bkn prmpas n sy still de prasaan...n sy leh byang an if sy kt tmpt dye...even..awk ckp..awl lbh slese ngn sy..bbnding dye..tp..igt..now..awk ngn dye..kte juz de sjrah lme..cte lme je...ok..nth r..sy xthu dh nk lyn awk cm ne..as msuh pnh n as kwn pn pnh..owg skelilink akn pndank sy ni cm xde prasaan n xpk lnsg psl ati gf awk..if dye thu kte still kntek..nope..sy bkn cm 2..pleaz la kowunk..aku xcm 2..ok???mybe kowunk tgkz aku ni cm mlyn je..so..cm aku ni mgtal ngn bf owg..nope la...btter aku sngle cm now...sng cte..nnt dh de jdoh..khwn je trus..dh mleh nk pk psl kpel..now..aku nk 4cous kt mtlamat idop aku...aku nk dpt pe yg aku nk dlu...nthn bru pk psl ati n prasaan..!

im very appy right now..

i get u back..!thnkz god...aku sgt appy ble smlm...aku dpt gkz pjukz dye..credit 2..zizi..yg bnykz bg nsht kt aku..n bg aku xgive up..thnkz a lot..g"a...coz give me chance...ily darl...aku xthu r..ble dye nk bckp ngn aku..sgt2 la appy...aku pn xthu npe.hahhahahaa..kt s2u ari xdgr sore dye..ble dpt dgr n ckp ngn dye.. 10 rnggt kne tlan pn xpe..tgkz!!smp cm 2 an..hahahhahahahaha..xsggp dh gdo n ilank ko..darl..n thnkz gkz kt ijoy...coz lmbut an ati g"a...im verry appy right now!!!!!aku xnk dh skit an ati ko..n tpu ko..i  will keep my word....n  aku akn jge sbekz yg mgkin ngn pluank yg ko bg ni...cyg ko sgt!!!n sowi...sgt..dh bg ko skit n skse smp cm ni..n thnkz again..coz dh mngajar n bg pngajaran kt aku sgt2 r b"gune....pngajran nyerr...even...1 pninpuan mampu ancur an sume xkre hbgn 2 lme o x..kjujuran n k"iklasan 2..sgt pntg..dlm fwenship...bia ilank kksih ati..tp..jgn ilank kwn..coz kwn adlh pnman plg stia...ope...our fwenship..never ends...:)

awk...

ok...mlm td..dafi...dtg ngn dakz2...k2uk pn2u blikz..nk xnk aku kne kua gakz..ok...aku jmpe dye..nth r..xthu dh nk cte cm ne time 2..cm2 aku rse..mmg mle2 aku dh xtrme dye..pas diaownk swh pk blikz if dye xslh...cm ne???klu dye mmg slh..mmer ar aku kne gme..nth r..aku nk wt pe now..awk..thu x..sy dh ilank adkz sy coz psl awk..nth r..sy plih cm ni..sy dpt cm ni lakz...awk..sowi..sy xleh dh lyn awk cm dlu..sowi again..if awk kte sjkz awk mncul dlm idop sy..sy skse..???ye kot..xthu r awk..mybe now..sy kne plh slh s2u...antre awk o adkz sy..now..sy dh jauh dr adkz sy...nk xnk sy kne r adap swank2..cm now..nth r..srbut nyerr..snyi nyerrrrrrrrr...dh r..sng cte..due2 aku xyh de..xde spe skit ngn aku..an..dh r..xsht sgt ni...:(

ok...once again....!

erm...pnt..sdih....nth r..xthu r nk ckp cm ne..blikz dr kje td..nekz blikz je..trus igt smthnk..actlly dr smlm lg..nth npe..ssh sgt..xpk psl 2..td..atynn blikz dr kje..ajkz aku kua bli mkan..nthn aku tman dye g bzaar..nth npe aku rse..wnduu sgt kt dye..smp even aku wt pe pn..igt lg..dye aku dlu cm ne..even now..dh xcm dlu..tp..xpe...aku leh cover lg...nthn..dh bli mkanan..g cri stsen mnyak..nk pam tyar..tgkz2 smp ke bgan srai...ok...dh dkt ngn umah atok aku..sje je pn nk jengukz dye..so..g anta kueh n brakz2...cian dye...xde spe tman an dye..dlu len..skunk len..hmm..sdih je...tgkz...nthn pas blikz dr umah atok aku..aku trus g prit bntar..atyn ckp nk g usha2 bju rye dye..ok..aku pn tman dye bli brg n tgkz2..aku bbuke dlm kte je n jamah kueh je..n air..nthn trus tman dye bli brg..aku nk ilank an lonely n sdih aku ni..so..aku wt2 xpnt n bse..tp..nth npe..aku sbak..ble everthnk aku wt..sumw igt dye..dlu alwys ngn dye..now..xlg..hmm..aku xkuat utk sume ni...wnduuu nyerr kt dye...nthn dh jln2..atynn dh mnt plakz bju 2..tp..dye xbwkz wit..so..aku g ccuk wit n pnjam an dlu..atyn nmpk appy coz dpt pe dye cri..aku bli brg2 n tman atyn..smp blikz dh kt kul 10...dlm kte..aku diam je n aku rse cm nth r..aku ckp kt atynn..aku rse lost now..xthu npe..atyn thu..tp..dye diam je..xpe la..aku kne kuat adap bnde ni..klu x..cm ne aku nk trus an..life aku cm bse..nthn smp blikz..aku on fb n on skype..xde pe2 pn psl dye..hmm..tp..ptg td..aku kol gne no office..wnduu sgt nk dgr sore..2x aku kol bru dpt.ble dye angkt aku diam je..nthn aku ltakz..nnt klu dye thu..mybe aku xkn dpt dgr lg sore dye..huh...prit nyerr rse ilank...dye...:(

ermmm..

wnduu nyerr..nk cm ni lg...adkz..sweet memories an!!!nk lg???leh dok...wnduu ko la!!!
wnduu nk rapt cm dlu...evrtnk sume leh share..xde r aku..rse cm swank now...

ok...bru pas shur..n agkz pnink..xthu  npe..mlm td..leh tlne..ngn lappy ats bdan aku...xsdar lnsg.pdhal ngh wc ngn adkz aku..cian dye smlm kne tnggl lg..sowi ea..darl..atak xsngaje...K????nk kte pnt...xthu r..mybe kot..smlm guest agkz rmai gkz..hahahahaha...aku xthu r..pe yg aku pnt..smp leh tlne smp cm 2..last2..atin..yg angkt n ubh lappy aku..thnkz beb!!!G'a...atak mtk maap sgt lately ni..agkz r..dingin ngn ko..sowi..darl..aku sgt srbut now..ngn pe yg jd..cm tkezut..actlly..i need someone...right now..utk share pe yg aku rse now..tp..ko jauh..xngn sume owg aku leh share..so..now..juz keep in mind...n aku rse btter aku diam dr bkte2..so...mud aku now sgt xmnen2u..sowi...darl...lyn ko kdg2 ok..kdg2 x...ko jd mngse coz bnde yg xsp2t nyerr ko rse...atak wnduu ko sgt..atak cyg ko sgt..thnkz darl..coz alwys de ngn aku..xpnh tnggl..even..ko skit ati cm ne pn...kdg2 2 de r tnggl gkz...hahahahhaah(grau je pn)..aku rse sgt2...btuah de adkz cm ko...sgt mmhami n sgt mnjge aku..evn..now kte jauh..ko still amkz brat psl aku...thnkz again...ilysm..darl..atak xthu nk ckp cm ne lg..even..now..atak jrang ucap bnde 2..tp...alwys ko cyg n wnduu ko...kdg2 wnduu smp leh mleleh air mte..hmm..wnduu evrythnk psl ko...darl..i need u...aku nk glakz bsar ngn ko leh dok???xde r ..aku tnsion n srbut cm now...wnduuu la..cne ni!!!!rye ni pn..klu AM aku bg cti..bru rye..klu x..kje je r..ble la..nk jmpe adkz aku ni...wnduu thap pe nth..aku pn xthu!!!hahahahahhahaa...

nth r..pe nk jd now???

ok..now...aku xthu r nk ckp pe lg..yg awk..dh wt slh ngn sy..diam sribu bhse...s2u msj n kol pn xde dr awk..thnkz a lot..if awk xlsh..npe tkt..sowi..again...aku bkn nk men an ati ko...tp..aku xleh dh nk cye spe2 now....aku sgt srbut now..aku tkezut ngn pe dh jd now...rse cm dpermen an..rse cm bdo gle kot!!!nth npe..ble aku wt bekz ngn owg..owg wt taekz ngn aku!!!shiittt!!!aku xksh dh..now..psl ati aku..mmg dh ancur bgai..aishh..sba je r...thts why..aku tkt nk cye n trme..owg..coz bnde ni r..xpe r..ni pngajaran bg aku..jgn mudah sgt cye ngn kte2 owg..ok nadialorhhh!!!bcarefull pas ni..yeAH!!!aku bkn kjam..aku juz nk mgajar owg..pe erti nyerr..sebuah kjujuran..if xde bnde 2..mslh2..rmeh ni..akn jd..so..jgn tnye r..npe..ye...??xpe r..aku redha...even..kli ni..aku kne lg cm ni...

CINTA...

dulu tafsiran aku tntang cinta ialah....

cnta i2u mnya2kan dua jiwe..mmbhgia an dua hati....

tapiiii..aku silap...

sekira nyerr cinte i2u mmbhgia an...

mngape msti de pnderitaan disebab an oleh CINTA..???

mngape msti ada kekalutan yg dsebab an oleh CINTA???

mngape mst ati mrane krana CINTA???

aku kmbli berusaha mncari erti cinta...

aku anggap cinta i2 prasaaan..

s2 prasaan yang indah dan suci...

namun..sekiranyerr cinta itu prasaan yang hadir dengn niat yg suci..

mengapa mesti wujud nyerr cinta simpati???

mengapa ada cinta yg brlndas an dndam..???

mngapa cinta itu tidak kekal abadi sekira nyerr ia prasaan indah???

aku terus an perjuangan utk mncri makna CINTA!!!!

akhir nyerr..aku anggap cinta itu pergorbanan..

kerana sekira nyerr kita bercinta..

kita tlah rela mngorban an segala2 nyerr...

kita tlh sedia korban an hati dan jiwa utuk DIRINDUI,MERINDUI,DISAKITI,

MNYAKITI,DIKECEWE AN,M"NGECEWE an,D"BHGIA an,M"mBHGIA AN...

namun..aku sndri tidak pasti..

adakah i2u pergertian cinta yang terakhir bg aku..

aku arap aku akn lbih mndalmi erti cnte...

sehingge sua2u ari nnt aku sndri...

mrasai apa erti nyerr CINTA...

thnkz a lot....!

thnkz dear...u make me suck!!!shitt!!!!dh from now..ckup k!!!ati aku bkn utk dpmaen an...hahahahhahahaa..hbat an  game kot..mmg tbekz la weyhh!!!!bdo gle aku g cye owg cm ko!!!aku trme ko ngn ikhlas...tp..now...ko dh wt taek ngn aku..xpela..ckup la...aku xde bf pn xpe..rmai je kot..de ngn aku...aku xthu la...laki cm ko ni...p2t dgelar pe....!!!!bdo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ope aku kuat utk adap sume ni....

thnkz...

erm..lme xupdate..now agkz bz..xsmpt nk update..ok..now..aku sgt appy now...ngn dye...thnkz awk..n cedit 2 g"a gkz..coz dh ykin an aku..wt mse now..dye tbekz utk aku..bkn lg...si dye 2...awk...smlm thnkz sgt tman an sy..g tpg.even..klinik 2tup n xjd nk tkr bju..hehehheehe..nsb bekz awk xmrh sy..hahahahahah..sy ni mmg...awk...smlm awk de ckp..awk tkt sy tnggl awk n blikz kt ex sy eh..xr..isyallah x..sy dh cyg awk la...jgn rsw..G"a pn bykz kli remind sy..psl 2...thnkz..ye..darl..wt akk sdr tntg bnde ni..thhts why atak cyg kmo sgt2..hahahahahha...smlm...bwkz dye mkn jt gate cafe...adkz aku jelez!!huh..pe r darl...kteowg juz bkkz pose je pn...tp..sblm 2..g lpakz tman tsik jp..besh!!lme kot xlpakz sne..hahaahahhaha..tp..dye asyk nk snap pic je...awk...mke sy dh r cm ni..nk snap pic bgai!!mlu la..hhhahahahaa..gdixz!!!nthn..pas mkn smlm...trus g msjid..g slat..awk..sy ope sgt...awk dpt kuat an sy...psl bnde2 ni...sy xnk lg cm sblm2 ni..kpel..tp...bab2 agame..sume lupe...sy ikhlas cyg n kwn ngn awk..so..sy ope...awk phm..pe sy mksd an..sy  appy...ble dpt g msjid ngn awk..rse cm tnang je..pas slat..xglisah pn..tul ckp adkz aku..even g ne pn sjud pd yg s2u..isyallah kte akn lbh rse tnang..nthn....time nekz mto,..aku lnsg xpngg dye..n thnkz lg skli..kt awk..coz awk phm...npe sy cm ni..hahahhaa..awk..if s2u relationship 2..kte dpt jge adab dlm pergaulan..isyallah relationship 2 dpt bthn..sy nk kte jge relationship ni..ngn pnuh btas2 trtn2u..bru brkat..xnk dh jd cm sblm2 ni...cyg awk!!!hahahahahhaa..mlu la....:P

dafi + nadialorhhh...

cyg awk!!!!

akhir nyerr!!!

trikh kramat aku ngn dye..5.8.2011...trikh pntg bg aku...akhr nyerr..dye bjye..mnamata an zman single aku..slme 6 bln lbh...hahahahhahaha..awk...even..awk mude 2 thn dr sy..its ok..xpe r...owg nk ckp pe pn..yg pntg awk n sy thu..pe kte wt n jd now...sy dh bjnji yg sy akn try the besh..utk awk...pnglamn n ksh slam dlu..bykz mngajar sy erti...sbnr cyg dlm s2u relationship 2...awk...sy dh mle cyg awk...thnkz awk..hdir dlm idup sy..n isi pe yg ksong dlm idop sy...awk...sy ope pe yg sy wt now..xsia2...sy sgt2 r.b"arap..awk leh bg kbgiaan yg sy cri2 sblm ni...even umo awk mude dr sy..2 bkn phlang..ye...dafi..hahahahhaha..awk2...dh la..xnk cte over2...bru lg an..so..wt mse now...awk dh ckup tbekz utk sy...:)thnkz ye...

erm..plg pntg sy nk sgt n ope yg awk dpt jjur ngn sy even pe pn awk wt..n sy nk sgt awk pndai jge ati adkz sy..pleaz awk..sy cyg dye..sy xnk sy jauh dr dye n rse gap ngn dye...sy xnk bia dye sndri..sy xnk dye rse cm dye kco bgai..sy nk dye rse slse even sy dh de awk now...sy nk sgt adkz sy leh trme awk cm sy trme bf dye..awk..jgn wt cm ex sy eh??lnsg xpndai jge ati n prasaan adkz sy...awk thu an adkz sy sgle2 nyerr..tnpe dye sy xkuat utk appy go lucky cm now..sy cyg awk..n cyg g"a sgt2...sy xmmpu ilank due2..kerna kowunk due bg2u b"araga..xdpt nk cri n dnilai...G"a..atak cyg kmo sgt...atak ope...ko xjauh dr akk..cm akk kpel ngn ex atak dlu..ye????ilysm...im gonna miz u..darl...:)

ermmmm..nth r...!!!

erm..lme xupdate blog ni...ok...strt jumaat 2...aku blikz je kje trus grakz blkz tpg..umah g"a..tp..aku snggh TS..ngn dafi..juz nk blnje dye mkn..hehehehehee..tp..tbe2 dye ajkz tgkz wyank..so..aku ikt je r..thu mst abs lmbt..cian adkz aku dye dh lme smp..tp..xnk bgthu aku..udah mnunggu lme...aku agkz r sbrslh gle ngn dye..cian dye dh r...xsht...hmm..nthn aku ngn dafi pn...klu blh nk rush scpt mgkin..yg xleh blarhh 2..dlm wyank..aku mmer ar..tgkz movie xde feel..dh nk tkuncir lakz!!!sbau je r..hahahhaha..dafi pn sme kot..tp..yg xleh blarhh 2...aku thu dye ajkz kua coz dye nk ckp smthnk..aku dh leh agkz kot.tp..aku ignore an..ble dye taip...wa ai ni...woooooooo!!!!hahahhahaha..aku cm xleh trme lg kot..so..aku wt bdo je..pas 2..g bli sushi knon nk bg G"a..suprise r,,hahhhahahha...nthn g tesco..nk bli brg wt bskut marie..dh rmai lakz..xjd..g mcd..tman dafi mkn..cian dye mkn smp nk tckik..2 pn xabs..coz tkt lwt smp umah adkz aku..nthn kteowg trus speed dlm 10 mnt kot smp chngkt jerink...hahahahhahaa..thnkz ye awk...:)
appy dpt kwn cm awk....

ok..ble dh smp umah g"a..pnt la ya amat..tp..xnk 2njukz..so..wt bdo je r..nthn...g"a..gram ngn aku...aku thu..tht"s why aku diam..tp..dlm diam 2 sdih n wnduuu sgt!!!!tp..pas mlm 2..ok je pn..ble dukz umah dye..even..kne tnggl ngn dye jp!!huh!!!hahahahahhahaa...nthn mlm yg sblm nk blikz bkt mrah 2..sgt r sdih..smp mleleh xnk bhnti!!!huh!!nmpk yg msink2..mmerluan antre s2u sme len..hahahahhaha..aku cyg adkz aku...atak..cyg g"a....!!!appy dpt jmpe even jp...thnkz darl...coz sggp blikz pnt2...
ILYSM!

erm...ni cte psl housemate aku....nth r..pe nk jd now..aku pn dlm diam mkn ati gkz...swank trlmpau r mnje..swank..ckp men lpas..adoi..aku ni kt tgh2...aku la..pndamai diaowank..nth r..kowunk pk pale kowunk je..aku???hmm..xde spe nk pk an...yg swank mngadu psl swank ni..yg swank lg ni plakz pn sme...aku xthu r..kowunk..pnink pale aku...yg kwn aku ni pn s2u..bia la..dye 2..nk mnje kew..jgn nk amkz ati sgt...if aku nk amkz ati dh lme aku btgur ngn ko..even ko xsdr..cre ko bykz bg aku mkn ati..cre ko ckp..mmg ksar..kdg2..aku xlrat sgt..nk lyn kreneh ko..cm pg td..ko grakz awl gle kot..klu aku wt cm 2..dh lme kne sound dpn2..perhh..pdih kot dgt..sba je..tp..xpe..aku sba je..trun n tman ko..aku dh ckp kul 4..ko nk gkz trun..ko pk ko je nk tdo...aku ni???hmm..nth r..aku xthu r..smp ble aku mpu thn ngn ko...evebn..now..ko ckp aku ni thn n sng kwn ngn aku..coz aku trme even pe pn ko wt..aku xksh..aku bkn nk mgate o pe..juz nk luah pe yg aku rse...thts why r..aku sgt2..ssh nk caring!!!if ko nangeh o pe2..aku wt lyn xlyn..xlrat nk lyn krenah ko...tp..ko ckt2 aku je kne mrh..sdih kot...!!kdg2 2.aku wt bnde yg aku pk jauh..dh ko ckp aku mglbah...cnth ble aku grakz bgn shur awl..ko ckp aku kalut..ble aku xbgn shur awl...ko slh an aku..ckp ko xsdr r bgai!!!huh!!!sgt2 r cbe b"sba now...nthr..ssh ble ckp lpas ni..bykz bnde yg kte xsdar kte wt..hmm..aku now..xthu nk bcrte n glakz ngn spe..cm dlu..thts why r...aku ble jmpe ngn adkz aku...n nk psh ngn dye sgt2 r brat n sdih...!!!hmm...coz dye je leh aku share sume cte..even..bsar o kcik...darl..imy....:(
ope..bnde ni xjd bsar...ok????aku xnk swank tcnk n blarhh dr cni...ok???aku xnk amkz thu pe2 n ckp pe2 dh..psl kowunk..aku still aku...even..pe pn jd..aku still cm ni...kowunk xnk btgur..lntakz kowunk r..aku still tgur..ok..tp..jgn bg aku tul2 tchnk...nnt aku tkt jd cm boiekz!..:(pnt jge ati owg..ati aku???nth r...hmm..darl..i need u...