ok...once again....!

erm...pnt..sdih....nth r..xthu r nk ckp cm ne..blikz dr kje td..nekz blikz je..trus igt smthnk..actlly dr smlm lg..nth npe..ssh sgt..xpk psl 2..td..atynn blikz dr kje..ajkz aku kua bli mkan..nthn aku tman dye g bzaar..nth npe aku rse..wnduu sgt kt dye..smp even aku wt pe pn..igt lg..dye aku dlu cm ne..even now..dh xcm dlu..tp..xpe...aku leh cover lg...nthn..dh bli mkanan..g cri stsen mnyak..nk pam tyar..tgkz2 smp ke bgan srai...ok...dh dkt ngn umah atok aku..sje je pn nk jengukz dye..so..g anta kueh n brakz2...cian dye...xde spe tman an dye..dlu len..skunk len..hmm..sdih je...tgkz...nthn pas blikz dr umah atok aku..aku trus g prit bntar..atyn ckp nk g usha2 bju rye dye..ok..aku pn tman dye bli brg n tgkz2..aku bbuke dlm kte je n jamah kueh je..n air..nthn trus tman dye bli brg..aku nk ilank an lonely n sdih aku ni..so..aku wt2 xpnt n bse..tp..nth npe..aku sbak..ble everthnk aku wt..sumw igt dye..dlu alwys ngn dye..now..xlg..hmm..aku xkuat utk sume ni...wnduuu nyerr kt dye...nthn dh jln2..atynn dh mnt plakz bju 2..tp..dye xbwkz wit..so..aku g ccuk wit n pnjam an dlu..atyn nmpk appy coz dpt pe dye cri..aku bli brg2 n tman atyn..smp blikz dh kt kul 10...dlm kte..aku diam je n aku rse cm nth r..aku ckp kt atynn..aku rse lost now..xthu npe..atyn thu..tp..dye diam je..xpe la..aku kne kuat adap bnde ni..klu x..cm ne aku nk trus an..life aku cm bse..nthn smp blikz..aku on fb n on skype..xde pe2 pn psl dye..hmm..tp..ptg td..aku kol gne no office..wnduu sgt nk dgr sore..2x aku kol bru dpt.ble dye angkt aku diam je..nthn aku ltakz..nnt klu dye thu..mybe aku xkn dpt dgr lg sore dye..huh...prit nyerr rse ilank...dye...:(